Rodil sem se 8. julija 1906 na Škotskem in zato živel z mnogimi
duhovi! - na gradu Sundrum. Po osnovni šoli sem od leta 1918 do
leta 1924 šolanje nadaljeval na Eton College.
Potem me je moja družina poslala za osemnajst mesecev
v Francijo, da bi se tekoče naučil tega jezika. Naučil sem se res
veliko in to mi je zelo pomagalo pri delu za Teozofsko društvo na
mnogih evropskih poletnih šolah in v ložah.
Nato sem bil vpeljan v družinski posel, J. &
P. Coats, in okoli dve leti delal v naši pisarni v Glasgowu, nakar
so me poslali v vzhodno-evropski urad na Dunaju, kjer sem ostal
okoli tri leta. Tu sem se naučil nemško, kar mi je prav tako prišlo
zelo prav pri mojem kasnejšem teozofskem delu. Tako sem bil sposoben
predavati tako v francoskem kot nemškem jeziku in sem v obeh tudi
delal napake.
Ko sem zaprosil za prestavitev v Anglijo, so mi
povedali, da je v domači pisarni že preveč družinskih članov in
da moram ostati na Dunaju, kar pa sem zavrnil. Tako sem zapustil
podjetje in se vrnil v London, kjer sem leta 1931 srečal svojo bodočo
ženo. Vendar pa sem ohranil mnoge poslovne stike z Dunaja, ki so
bili povezani z izgradnjo helikopterjev. Tako sem se vrnil na Dunaj,
kjer sem v kavarni srečal tujca, ki mi je spregovoril o teozofiji,
kar je korenito spremenilo moje življenje.
Ker sem imel zelo neprijetno izkušnjo s ptico,
ki sem jo v mladosti ustrelil in ranil, sem se že davno pred tem
srečanjem odločil, da bom vegetarijanec. Deloval sem tudi v okviru
Moral Rearmament (ki se je tedaj imenovalo Oxford Group Movement)
in se ob tem odpovedal kajenju in pitju alkohola.
Ko sem se oktobra leta 1932 vrnil v London, sem
se tako pridružil Teozofskemu društvu v Angliji. Takrat je bila
dr. Besantova še živa, tako da je na moji članski diplomi, in tudi
na Betsanijini, njen podpis. Takrat je bil živ tudi še C. W. Leadbeater,
vendar pa se nisva srečala z nobenim od njiju. Z Betsan sva se poročila
oktobra leta 1933 in nato gojila najino družinsko zanimanje za teozofijo,
ki je odtlej prevladovalo v najinih življenjih. Pogosto sva zahajala
v Stanford House, kjer je z veliko skupino članov živel H. L. Gardner
- na kar se pogosto spominjam z občutkom nostalgije. Podajal je
zelo vzpodbujajoča in razsvetljujoča predavanja, na katerih sva
srečala zanimive ljudi - na primer Alice Bailey. Nekega dne sva
bila povabljena na srečanje z C. Jinarajadaso, kar je bil velik
dogodek; leto kasneje pa sva srečala dr. Arundalea in Rukmini.
To je bil začetek štirih delovnih in izjemno srečnih
let v tesnem stiku z G. S. A. Predvidevam, da sem se od njega naučil
več o globoki realnosti teozofije in o Starejših Bratih kot v katerem
koli drugem obdobju mojega teozofskega življenja.
Leto 1935 naju je zateklo na najinem popotovanju
po svetu, nakar sva šest let preživela v Adyarju. Nato sva se lotila
dela v Evopi - potovala leta 1936 z Arundalovima v mnoge dežele,
vključno z Balkanom in Skandinavijo - in poskusila s prvimi predavanji
v Angliji.
Leta 1935 sem bil vključen v preoblikovanje World
Federation of Young Theosophists, za kar si je globoko prizadeval
sam dr. Arundale. Kar nekaj let je bil predsedujoči te organizacije,
in z zadovoljstvom lahko rečem, da je ta sedaj celo močnejša kot
kdaj koli - ne zaradi mojega, ampak svojega lastnega delovanja.
Leti 1937/38 sva s svojima dvema otrokoma znova
delovno preživela v Adyarju. Betsan je pomagala Rukmini organizirati
umetniško razstavo, jaz pa sem delal v predsednikovem uradu, kar
je bila velika izkušnja. To je bilo v času pisanja Lotus Fire
(Lotosov ogenj), ko je v Adyarju vladalo to, čemur bi lahko rekli
'Poglobljena Yoga'. Leto 1938 je prineslo nove dogodke, med katerimi
je bilo za naju najpomembnejše oktobrsko slovo od Arundalovih (G.
S. A. nisem v tem življenju nikoli več videl živega, čeprav sva
si precej dopisovala), smrt mojega očeta v avgustu in 13. decembra
usodna nesreča mojega sina Christopherja.
Nato je prišla vojna, ki je korenito spremenila
življenja mnogih od nas. V Angliji sem se pridružil vojski, varnostnim
silam, ter upal, da mi ne bo potrebno nikogar ubiti! Imel sem precej
resno nesrečo z motorjem, zaradi katere sem preživel več mesecev
v bolnišnici in bil kot invalid odpuščen iz vojske.
Leta 1941 so bile v Angliji volitve za novega generalnega
sekretarja, na katerih sem bil izvoljen in nato zasedal ta položaj
do leta 1946. Zaradi vojne so bila to težka leta, vendar pa tudi
polna priložnosti v zelo neobičajnih okoliščinah. Navkljub zatemnitvam
in bombardiranjem, nujnim omejitvam zaradi napadov na državo, kar
se je v Angliji dejansko dogajalo vse do preobrata, smo se trudili
delovati po najboljših močeh. Betsan je skrbela za hišo na deželi,
kjer je bilo včasih tudi po petdeset ljudi. Ti se niso vedno najbolj
razumeli med seboj, vendar pa so se vsi tja zatekli pred bombardiranjem.
Negovali smo medsebojne odnose, tako kot so jih tudi pribežniki
iz londonskih revnih četrti.
V Londonu so bile noči pogosto temne, tako da smo
vstajali ob zvokih siren in se nato odpravljali po dolžnostih po
mestnih ulicah. 'Buzz-bombs', kakor smo jih imenovali, so nam priskrbele
mnoge priložnosti za resno razmišljanje, v enem trenutku o življenju,
že v naslednjem pa o smrti. Uspelo mi je, da sem z vojaškim letalom
poletel v Francijo na Dan Zmage v Evropi. Na pariških ulicah so
bile ogromne množice ljudi in vsi so peli in plesali; vse je bilo
zelo ganljivo. Nikoli ne bom pozabil dneva, ko so se francoski člani
zopet srečali v svojem glavnem stanu (med vojno ga je uporabljal
Gestapo za mnoge nesrečne namene) in prinesli lilijine cvetove v
počastitev H.P.B.-jinega dneva Belega Lotosa. Leta 1946, ravno ko
sem zapustil položaj generalnega sekretarja, sva bila zaradi nekajletnega
dela povabljena v Združene Države Amerike. V tistem času je bil
predsednik C. Jinarajadasa. Z njim sem bil med vojno v zelo tesnem
stiku, saj je bil pogosto v Londonu, v centru, ki ga je tam izgradil.
Hišo so kupili leta 1939 in v njej je brat Raja preživel večino
vojne, ker je veljalo prepričanje, da se je potrebno osredotočiti
na London (ker je bilo pričakovati zasedbo Nizozemske) in center
v Huizenu ne bi več normalno deloval. To je bila čudovita priložnost
za druženje z bratom Rajo in biti deležen njegove modrosti. Tri,
oziroma tri leta in pol, v ZDA so prešla zelo hitro. Predavala sva
gor in dol po deželi ter obiskala Kanado, Mehiko in Kubo. Odvijale
so se konvencije in srečanja federacij, poleti pa se je ponujala
priložnost obiskati Divji Zahod in druge čudovite kraje v tej prostrani
deželi. Najini otroci so bili v šoli v Ojai Valley, kar je na njih
pustilo dober vtis. Leta 1949 sva se z Betsan in družino vrnila
v Anglijo ter nato za šest mesecev odpotovala v Avstralijo in na
Novo Zelandijo in delala za T. D.
Leto 1951 je prineslo selitev in precejšnje spremembe
v najinem načinu življenja. Betsan je odpotovala predavati v Avstralijo,
jaz pa na obisk lož po vsej Evropi in v ZK. Dobila sva se leta 1952
v Južni Afriki ter obiskala lože še v tej deželi. Nato sva odšla
v Kenijo in se srečala z mnogimi indijskimi člani Vzhodne Afrike,
nato pa z ladjo do Adyarja na konvencijo 1952/53, s tremi otroci,
ki so z veseljem obiskovali šolo v Adyarju. Bila sva prisotna, ko
je brat Raja predal predsedniški prstan bratu Sri Ramu. To je bil
navdihujoč trenutek. Leta 1953 sem postal tajnik g. Van Diessela,
ki je takrat vodil Evropsko Federacijo z več kot dvajsetimi državami.
Potrebno je bilo veliko potovati - prisostvovati in organizirati
poletne šole ter obiskovati lože po celotni celini. Znanje jezikov
mi je bilo precej v pomoč, saj sem lahko obiskal številne lože,
ki prej skorajda niso bile deležne nobenega obiska. Preteklo je
že skoraj leto, odkar je Betsan sprožila 'Wings of Friendship',
ki naj bi pomagala nesrečnikom v begunskih taboriščih po Evropi.
Pomagal sem že od vsega začetka, vendar pa je bila to njena zamisel.
Nekako sva uspela uskladiti obiske številnih taborišč v Nemčiji,
Avstriji, Italiji in Grčiji. To je bilo res delovno obdobje.
1957. je Betsan odšla z najinim najmlajšim sinom
v Avstralijo in delala na načrtu izgradnje prehodnega hotela za
begunce, dokler ne bi dobili ustrezne zaposlitve. Načrtovano šestmesečno
delo se je raztegnilo na petnajst let.
Leta 1959 sem bil izvoljen za predsednika Evropske
Federacije in to delo opravljal vse do leta 1968. Devet let se zdi
dolga doba za neko delo; verjamem, da so spremembe dobrodošle. Med
tem časom sem na podlagi povabil večkrat obiskal Indijo, trikrat
Južno Ameriko, Združene Države in Avstralijo, s kratkimi postanki
v Izraelu in Afriki. Dvakrat smo organizirali čarterski prevoz na
konvencijo v Adyar ter tako pomagali, da so bili ti srečni trenutki
bolj mednarodno obarvani! Adyar je daleč! Leta 1966 me je Sri Ram
prosil, da bi pripravil svetovni kongres - prvič po letu 1936, ko
je bil v Ženevi. To je zahtevalo veliko potovanj v Salzburg, vendar
pa sem bil deležen precejšnje pomoči. Brat Sri Ram je predsedoval
okoli 1.300-tim članom z vsega sveta in misim, da so vsi čutili,
da je bil kongres dejansko koristen.
Leta 1968 sem, potem ko so se moji otroci poročili
in odšli od doma, prodal hišo v Angliji ter se podal na popotovanja
zaradi potreb Društva. Obiskal sem Južno Ameriko, Zahodno Indijo,
Mehiko, ZDA in Kanado, Honolulu in Fidži, Novo Zelandijo, Avstralijo,
Indonezijo, Malajo, Vietnam, Filipine in Japonsko, Indijo, Ceylon
in Pakistan, Vzhodno, Južno in Zahodno Afriko, Izrael in skoraj
vse države v Evropi. Hvaležen sem za vso gostoljubje, ki sem ga
bil deležen povsod, pa čeprav se včasih z nostalgijo spominjam svojega
doma. No, sem pač rak! Dokler sem bil še dejaven v Evropi, me je
Sri Ram prosil, naj naredim vse, kar lahko, za Theosophical Order
of Service, in to delo me je vedno zelo zanimalo. Mislim, da moramo
biti dejavni, v takšni ali drugačni obliki, kakor tudi pripravljeni
širiti teozofski ideal. In svetu, ne le naši mali skupini, moramo
nameniti naš glavni napor.
Biographical Notes, John B. S. Coats, The Theosophist,
April 1980 |
I was born in Scotland on 8th July 1906, and lived with many ghosts!
- In the Sundrum Castle. After preparatory school I continued my
education at Eton College from 1918 to 1924.
After this, my family sent me to France for eighteen
months or more to acquire fluency in the language. I learned a lot
which has stood me in good stead with Theosophical Society work
in many European summer-schools and lodges.
I was then taken into the family business of J.
& P. Coats, and worked in our Glasgow office for about two years
after which I was sent to the Eastern European office in Vienna,
where I worked for about three years. Here I learned German which
also helped me very much in subsequent Theosophical work. Thus I
have been able to give talks in both - French and German - and I
have made mistakes in both languages!
When I asked for a transfer to England I was told
that there were already too many of my family in the home office
and so I would have to stay in Vienna; this I refused to do. So
I left the firm and I returned to London where, I took a job in
the Stock Exchange. It was in London in 1931 that I met my future
wife. However, I retained several business contacts in Vienna to
do with the building of helicopters. I was back there in 1932 when
I met a stranger in a cafe, who spoke to me of Theosophy and this
radically changed my life.
Having had an experience with a bird I had shot
and wounded earlier, I had already decided to become vegetarian
and I was already one before this meeting. I had also worked with
Moral Rearmament (then called the Oxford Group Movement) and through
this had given up smoking and alcohol.
So when I came back to London in October 1932,
I joined the Theosophical Society in England. At this time, Dr.
Besant was still alive and her name is on my membership diploma
and on Betsan's too. C.W. Leadbeater also was alive but we never
meet neither of them. Betsan and I were married in October 1933
and then began our family-cum theosophical interest that has dominated
our lives ever since. We used to go very often to Stanford House
where H. L. Gardner lived with a large - I sometimes think a bit
nostalgically home - group of members. He gave very stimulating
and illuminating talks and we met interesting people there - Mrs.
Alice Bailey, for instance. One day we were invited to meet C. Jinarajadasa
and that was a great occasion; a year later we meet Dr. Arundale
and Rukmini.
That was the beginning of four busy and especially
happy years rather close contact with G. S. A. I suppose that I
learned more from him and though him felt more the deep reality
of Theosophy and of the Elder Brothers, than in any other period
of my theosophical life.
1935 saw us going around the world, and then we
spent some six years in Adyar. After this, there was a work in Europe
- traveling in 1936 with the Arundales to many countries including
the Balkans and Scandinavia - and we were busy in England with our
first attempt as given talks.
In 1935 I was involved in the reformation of the
World Federation of Young Theosophists in which Dr. Arundale interested
himself deeply. For a number of years, I was its President-Chairman
and am pleased to say it is now going even stronger than ever -
not due to my efforts, but to its own.
1937/38 saw us again in Adyar with two children
and we were very busy there. Betsan helped Rukmini to arrange an
art exhibition and I worked in the President's office, which was
a great experience. It was at the time of the writing of the Lotus
Fire and an atmosphere of what we might call 'Yoga in Depth' ruled
Adyar. 1938 brought other happenings, of which the most telling
for us were a farewell in October to the Arundales (I was never
to see G. S. A. alive again in this life, although we had much correspondence),
the death of my father in August and the fatal accident to my son
Christopher on 13th December.
Then came the war that was to change the lives
of so many of us so radically. I went into the Army in England,
joining the security forces and hoping I might not have to kill
anyone! However, even during the course of training I had a rather
severe motor-bicycle accident which kept me in and out of hospital
for many months and resulted in my being invalid out of the army.
There was an election for General Secretary of
the English Section in 1941 and I was elected; I remained in the
post until 1946. They were difficult years because of the war, but
also full of opportunities in very unusual circumstances. We just
did the best we could with the blackout, the bombings, the restrictions
necessary for a country besieged, as England virtually was for some
years before the tide turned. Betsan kept house in the country with
sometimes as many fifty people in our home. Not all the varied types
of persons mixed particularly well, but they were all there to escape
for a time of the Bombing. We had our own relations as well as evacuees
from the slums of London.
In London the nights were spent, often enough,
getting up when the siren sounded, to go out on duty in the streets.
The 'buzz-bombs', as we called them, provided us with many an opportunity
for serious consideration of life one moment and death the next.
I manage to go over to France in an Army plane on Victory in Europe
Day. There were vast crowds in the streets of Paris and everyone
was singing and dancing; it was all very moving. I shall never forget
the first time the French Members met again in their own headquarters
(it had been used by the Gestapo for many unhappy purposes) with
everyone bringing lilies of the valley for H. P. B.'s White Lotus
Day commemoration. In 1946, just after I stepped down from the General
Secretary's job, we were invited to go to the United States of America
to work for some years. By this time C. Jinarajadasa was President.
I had had very close contact with him all during the war when he
was frequently in London at the Centre he had built up there. A
house had been bought in 1939 and here Bro. Raja lived for most
of the war, it being thought necessary to have such a focus in London
when (the fall of Holland having been foreseen) Huizen would no
longer be able to function properly. It was a marvelous chance to
be often with Bro. Raja and to benefit from his wisdom. Three or
three and half years in the USA passed very quickly. We were very
busy lecturing up and down the country, and there were visits to
Canada, Mexico and Cuba. There were conventions and federation-meetings
and in the summer, the opportunity to see the Wild West and other
beautiful places in this vast country. The children were at school
in the Ojai Valley and this has left a good mark on them. In 1949,
Betsan and the family returned to England and I went on to Australia
and New Zealand for six months in each country touring on T.S. work.
1951 was a year of moving house and much change
in our living-patterns. Betsan went off on a tour of Australia and
I visited Lodges all over Europe and the UK. We all met in 1952
in South Africa and went around the Lodges in this country. We went
up Kenya and made many contacts with Indian Members in East Africa.
Then over by boat to Adyar for the Convention of 1952/53, with three
children who went to school at Adyar and loved it. We were present
to see Brother Raja to transfer the Presidential ring to Bro. Sri
Ram. It was an inspiring moment. In 1953 I became Secretary to Mr.
Van Diessel, at that time in charge of the European Federation with
its more than twenty countries. There was much traveling - attending
and arranging summer-schools, visiting Lodges all over the continent.
My languages came in useful in that I was able to visit a number
of Lodges that had hardly ever been visited before. It was already
a year or more since Betsan had started 'Wings of Friendship' to
bring help to the unfortunates in the refugee camps of Europe. I
helped with it from the start but initially it was her idea. We
were able to combine visits to the many camps of Germany. Austria,
Italy and Greece. This was a busy period.
In 1957 Betsan went off to Australia with our youngster
son and began building her Hotel project to help refugees to emigrate
to a decent job. A six months projected trip finally lengthened
into fifteen years.
In 1959 I was elected President of the European
Federation and continued to do the same kind of work until I stepped
down in 1968. Nine years seemed long enough to hold a job; I believe
in change, wherever feasible. During this time, and on account of
a number of invitations received, I managed to visit India a number
of times and there were three visits to South America, the United
States and Australia, with shorter visits to other places, e.g.
Israel and Africa en route to and from India. Twice we organized
air charter-flights to India for the Adyar Convention, and these
were happy occasions for all who took part and helped to make the
Conventions a little more international! Adyar is far away! In 1966
Sri Ram asked me to arrange the World Congress - the first since
1936 when it was in Geneva. This necessitated many visits to Salzburg,
but I had much fine assistance. Bro. Sri Ram presided over about
1.300 members from all over the world and I think everyone felt
that the Congress was really useful.
In 1968, my children having married and gone away,
I sold my house in England and set out on my wanderings on behalf
of the Society. I visited South America, the West Indies, Mexico,
the U.S.A. and Canada, Honolulu and Fiji, New Zealand, Australia,
Indonesia, Malaya, Vietnam, the Philippines and Japan, India, Ceylon,
and Pakistan, East, South and West Africa, Israel and nearly every
country in Europe. I am grateful for all the hospitality received
everywhere, even if, at times, I sometimes think a bit nostalgically
about Home. Well, I am a Cancerian! While I was active in Europe
Sri Ram asked me to do all I could for the Theosophical Order of
Service and this side of the work has always interested me very
much. I think we have to be active, in some form or other, as well
as being concerned with the spreading of the theosophical ideal.
And it is to the world that we must direct our chief effort not
solely to our own small group.
Biographical Notes by John B. S. Coats,
The Theosophist, April 1980 |